9 monthsJuly through April
Almost one year
Waiting for you
To come back into my life
happy and healthy.
But I just need to ask
You one question dear.
Why did you have to go
And leave me like that?
I've been second choice for months
Your heart is finally mine to keep
Until the end of forever
I'll hold you in my arms till then, whispering
quietly in the ear of my world, I love you
to the moon and back
You'll press your lips
Making the butterflies in my tummy flutter
Our boat was goneWhen we first met,
we were sinking.
Casting our reels into the unknown,
The surface was revealed
Bottomless put, oh, we'll be back
Save room for us all.
Oh the light you cast on me
Shining bright like my own personal sun
Over-shadowed the darkness you withheld
The only thing you knew as well.
I was sure the seemingly never ending sunshine would be mine to keep.
Forever was cut short
There was no win win for any of us
Chucked out of the safety of the boat
The three of us
Scattered in all different directions
We were the three, one, sun and me
The fourth came alone
Sank her reels in too deep
It caught my sun deep inside
She glared down at me
as my sun gave one last tearful smile
He rose above, away from me
My sun would shine
Forgetting everything elseWe never know how much time
we have, looking back on it, letting go
Sometimes it is unknown if you are fine
But it will be okay when you feel low.
Forget yesterday, just be you
Yesterday means nothing, do not hurry
Forget tomorrow, or what you'll do
For tomorrow you can only bury
So please tell me if you are getting by
Dying everyday, do not mope
Do not deceive me, do not you dare lie
It's alright, hold on to the little hope.
You will be just fine, take the one chance leap
Take the leap and you will be able to keep.